He said “It makes me wonder if you want me now or if it’s leftovers from the past.”
Funny he said that because he forgot that he no longer really wanted me.
Not for who I am.
That kiss, it haunts me.
The sensation of your mouth on mine, our lips engaged in soft, succulent embraces.
The taste of your tongue, the nibble on my lip.
Entrancing, passionate, hungry
It left me wanting more
But you kissed and ran
You stole what you considered your due
and left me empty
Waiting, wanting, confused
You said we did not fit, that it would not work
But our bodies told a different story
The ease in which we fell into each other,
the way we mimicked each others desires
You groomed me to your liking
Prepared my mind for your body
You told me pretty lies to soothe my anxieties
Like an emperor choosing a concubine
Telling her she is his chosen one, his favorite
But she was never meant to be his queen
And he told her these things while knowing all the while she would just be one of many
That in time he would treat her like every other
And forget the words he used to make her feel special
You foul liar
Your words rot in your mouth and decay your teeth
your saliva is rancid and burns my skin
The scar deforms my body so that I can never forget you or what you’ve done
I hate that you haunt me
You undeserving poltergeist
How dare you build up the idea of us and then deny me
How dare you play with me
Like a careless child,
you picked me up to see what I could do
but soon grew tired and tossed me aside,
not caring if I got dented by your indifference
You wanted to sample my love and my body without paying a price
You greedy motherfucker
Your entitlement is thick and suffocating
like melted tar on a hot day
I bowed down to you and your will
only for a moment because
my mind was under your spell
and I would have done whatever you wished
But you insisted that unicorns do not exist
That there is no such thing
And that is when I realized that you were unworthy
Because only a fool is unable to recognize a mystical creature of beauty standing right before him
Only an idiot treats a unicorn like a horse in disguise
“soft, succulent embraces” “waiting, wanting, confused” “Like an emperor choosing a concubine
Telling her she is his chosen one, his favorite
But she was never meant to be his queen”
“a unicorn like a horse in disguise”
love these lines and love the picture
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Thank you!
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and again that last line…
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I love reading what you write, but it’s so painful. It’s painful because I feel that so deeply as well.
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Thank you. There are far too many liars in the world and too few people who believe in unicorns. I’m sorry that someone has made you feel the same way that I do. You and I are deserving of better
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That’s hurtful
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It is. He’s a spoiled, entitled, manipulative jerk but at least I got some good writing material out of it.
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yeah coudn’t agree more
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